Another Letter to Nat, So, again TW- Its a letter to my bestfriend who happens to have passed away, so it may be sad in places.
I’VE GOT A KITTEN! THEY ALL KNEW AND KEPT IT FROM ME AS A SURPRISE!
His name is Dexter!
Although I call him Dexter Gremlin! Look at his ears!!!
I love him. And I know you would love him too.
I miss you.
Every day I miss you that little bit more.
It hurts to admit it sometimes, but even not texting you goodmorning at 0800am still upsets my brain. Its not right Nat. You should still be here. You should be here kicking my arse, you should be here cuddling my kitten, you should be here to get drunk with me on a friday night. You should be here for me to cry with. You should still be here to hold my hand when I need you, and Nat I need you, always have, always will.
But you’re not here. Youre still with me, I know. But you should still be HERE.
I love you for ever and for always xxx
Your LanaLoo xxx